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I always advice people dun drink and drive. Now I advice you, dun drink and type. Cos I drank cough mixture and took flu tablets and I was just sitting in front of my lappy and typing. And lotsa rubbish came out. I love and hate the computer.

I love the computer cos I can write stuff and delete them anytime. I hate the computer cos it carries too much of my secrets and I cant take it and burn it away jus like letters.

Well, having drunk and devoured flu tablets + cough medicine this is wat I get -

Quite cool to be able to list out such wonderful things. Cos lotsa things went thru my brain and these tots jus came out automatically. Guess these are my deepest emotions….

If you are upset, I’ll hear your troubles.If you are sad I’ll share your sorrows.If you are hurt I’ll tend to your woundsIf you are unhappy I’ll make you smile.If you are angry (with me), tell me, as I dun mean to anger you.If you are angry (not with me), Don’t vent it on me.If you are smiling, I’ll make you laugh.If you are lonely I’ll keep you company.If you need a friend, I’ll be there for you.If you need encouragement, ill give you a pat on your back.If you need to cry, I’ll lend you my shoulder.If you need an extra vote, I’ll give you my support.If you need my support, I’ll give you a hand.If you need a hand, I’ll throw in my strength.If you need my strength, I’ll give my all.If you need warmth, I’ll give you a hug.If you need love, I’ll give it unconditionally.All by me…. Ah ber…. really high rite…. hahahaha….

My weekends are my weekdays.

My weekends are really hectic.

Sat I work 12 hours, and I really rush from 1 place to another. When my day ended at 8pm, Kenji arranged for dinner with his friends. So we had dinner at Joo chiat (Bak Kut Teh) and we went down to our usual haunt at Novena (a bar that can “move”) to “watch show”. This show is about Tom (not Jerry ok). Tom the cat mentioned that he liked someone called Ms R (I happen to have a friend with the same name) so Mr Kenji as usual went down to pull the red thread like wat he usually does (he actually is match maker part-time one)…

But ended up, we were all watching feeding show till we were all laughing….. cos very amusing…. and I sort of admired Mr Tom (not Jerry ok)’s guts to open his mouth and eat the food that was fed to him…. cos it was very chilly hot and it was ok, but not fantastic (Sorry mr Tom, dun kill me for criticising the food ok)…. but I am sure the taste in his mouth is different cos it should be sweet and heavenly…..

Mr Tom (not Jerry ok), Pls have confidence in yourself and her. If you dun try, how will you know rite? Jus try, give it your best shot. If fated for you, means its yours, if not, force also no use one….. jus TRY la…..at least you try liao you wun have question marks in you and at least you know, you wun regret anything…. whole TFT support you….

So my sat ended with a laugh…. but I was really really dead beat tired….. didnt sleep well on fri nite cos junior went on strike – he barked and barked and barked…. pls la boy, 7th mth not here yet, dun need practice so hard can or not?

Sun – woke up (in fact, dragged myself up) after like 4hours of sleep cos when I finally crawled into bed on sat nite it was sun morn 3am.

Went about with my classes….. then had to pick up my aunts and ferried them to Paya Lebar to get the roasted peking duck that my mum wanted to eat – its at a shop on the road between the police station and A-Z Building – Ubi dunno which lane or rd or ave)….

So went to get the duck that she wanted – not her special day, but today she’s happy cos her daughter’s (which happens to be me), is cooking…. there were like 20people in the queue. I didnt know if they were queueing for duck rice or chicken rice or watever or anything….. I approached the guy sitting there and asked for 1 duck and asked if I should queue or can I buy it from him – he jus went to get my duck and chopped for me….. so I saved at least 30mins queueing time…. yeah and best part is, the people in the queue WERE BUYING ducks like I did….. they didnt scream…. cos they tot I ordered the duck beforehand and was only collecting it i guess….. hahaahha….

My aunts were amazed at the stunt I pulled. Well….. with a beauty like me and brains in the beauty like me, surely NO PROBLEM one…

So THEY requested to get herbal chicken from siglap. Ok, so there we went….. but the stall no longer sells that already……. so we went back to cook…..but before dinner, we had fruits 1st…

The fruits were the durians I bought for $1 at Serangoon Nth. On top of the 5 durians I bought, my mum also bought 5 $2 durians from my place…. so we had a durian feast… they nearly didnt wan me to cook dinner….

In the end, I jus cooked la. I cooked spaghetti. Even my dumb dumb fussy brother says its ok…. so it must be either he’s in a good mood or he’s trying to be nice (for once) or he’s MAD. Was too tired to take pics and also not too good with my new pda phone…. so better dun ruin my dinner or my phone…..

Had red wine and sent the 3 ladies back home…. its great to spend time with your family….. im luving it…..but hor….. I got few friends that I have regarded as family already…. so I get the family feeling most of the time…. YEAH… ain’t I lucky? YEAH…

PS: PMS alert off – period came. My biological clock is ticking. I am growing again. My mind matured a little bit more, but I going to get senile soon…. hiak hiak hiak…..

Ah ber is down with flu. I need to get my flu tablets then go into dreamland…… and meet you…. if you have a scary face, pls dun meet me in dreamland cos dun spoil my nice and beautiful sleep ok…. I hope junior gets into my dream, so that I can play with him and STOP HIM FROM BARKING IN REAL LIFE IN THE LATE NITE…..

PS: I am still irritable, I am tired, I need rest, I have a backache, I am old.

Boring post

August is a very important month for me. I have to wait patiently. Only then can all plans and all future paths be mapped out and worked on.

Ah ber is tired. I am getting sick of everything. Sick of myself, sick of lotsa things. The only thing I am not sick of is, Junior and Kenji and my friends and family. Everything else sucks.

I haven’t been online for a while. Been tired, been busy, been thinking too much, been catching up with Bleach and House. Now i’m so hooked on house. But the non-actions sometimes in between can make me a bit sleepy.

I wished I had all the time in the world. I wished I am wonderwoman (but I dun think anyone like metal, pointed bras rite…. hahahahaha) Its good that I can still joke… i got bitten by mozzies today at West coast….. and I read that it was the hot spot for dengue…. cross my fingers…..

Sat, went to my usual haunt at fisherman and guess wat ladies, there is a newly-renovated part of fisherman tat we should check out… cos its nice….. either we can check it out this week or next week I’m going there with another group of ladies to check it out….

Sun, went to pet movers. This time brought 2 of my students there…. they were amazed to see ah dai. Then went swimming with Lena and Kerin and Jeff. At last after so long, I finally feel so willing to enter the water…. even though i was still invited to coach Lena, but it surely beats really working in the water with other people….. I love my friends….

After that, I kidnapped brandy and she has been staying with junior (who tries to hump her every nite) since then…… And although brandy peed everywhere in bradel, but everyone still wuvs her and likes her alot.

Even my parents love her (cos now shes back at my place with junior).

Sorry this post is boring. Cos suddenly I became boring. I think I dun have the energy to do anything…. but i still try my best ok…. Kenji now I know how you  go thru each day being so tired and grumpy. Cos I am feeling wat you are feeling now…. tired and no energy. And my eyes are kept awake by toothpicks only….. I dunno how you manage to survive each day. Cos everyday I will wake up tired, I will go to work tired, I will finish work tired and I will repeat the same old thing everyday…. but it sure gives me a great nite of sleep and I really dun mind using toothpicks to prop up my eyes  when I am with the people I enjoy being with….

The real me

I realised lotsa things about myself today and maybe they are true. Maybe all along I have been holding up strongly tat’s why people get the perception of me as I am. People think I am a female chauvinist, I am always rite, I always wan to win, I always have the last say, I am stubborn, I refuse to budge, I dun compromise, I Bo Chap, I dun care, I dun bother,

Actually everything is REAL. Welcome to know the real ME….. I am a selfish brat, i only care about myself, I always wan to win, in fact I NEED AND HAVE TO WIN, I dun compromise cos I am always rite, I always wan to have the last say, I am stubborn and I will not give in, I totally BO CHAP, and i dun bother…..

F*** u ber. Isn’t it frustrating to know that you are someone so terrible? And it sure feels good scolding yourself….