My dreams 280207

I think my life is not as fulfilling as I wan it to be. I have many dreams, I wan lots of money, I wan to have a comfortable life, I wan to go on holidays, I wan to enjoy myself at KTV, pubbing, drinking, I wan to give junior a good life, I wan to be generous, I wan to stay in my own house, I wan to go orchard road shopping.

Think I am scaring my bf away. Heehee.

I WILL WORK FOR IT.

I know I sound silly lor. I have many wants, people ask me stop dreaming, jus get a job and work hard lor. I used to be very happy working in SAVH until I wasn’t satisfied with my income of $1450/- so I went to be a property agent.

Well, I am happy with property and I feel that its my dream job. But I really dun have luck. But my partner tell me I shouldnt talk about luck. I should create more activities to get the money rolling.

Well, Ah Ber is stuck in a dilemna between property and a full time job. But I sort of made up my mind already. I’ll jus go ahead with my plans and I’ll let you know wat I have decided ok…soon…

2nd day to dentist 270207

Today is my 2nd day to the dentist. Good news….Cos mydamage to the tooth is moderate, the dentist decided to clean the cavity out, apply medicine and wait for 6 weeks to see if my tooth require a root canal treatment. So today I dun have an operation!!! Yeah…..wish to celebrate but I can only eat porriage so my mum jus came back and cooked porriage for me again…

The dentist injected anesthetic into that molar and proceeded to clean it. This time I can feel the needle pricking me. And cos damage to the tooth is deep, he had to inject longer than usual. So now my whole left face is so numb, I think if you slap me now I wun feel anything lor. But I could still feel a bit of pain when he cleaned my teeth….some drilling was done and I think my left brain was vibrating none stop lor…

After he finished with that tooth, he decided to take on another tooth on my rite side, the one beside the one that was repaired yesterday. So he injected another anesthetic for my top rite and now my whole mouth and face is numb. And again I could feel the pain of the needle and the drilling.

And now I dun have a headache cos the 2nd drilling sort of “balanced” it…hahahahaha…..

But I’m waiting for the anesthetic effect to wear off cos only then will I know how good or bad the situation is. The nurse called me to ask if I require pain killers cos she forgot to give me…..well…..to get a call like tat is bad news lor….so hope later I wun be wheeling over in pain lor….cross my fingers and pray hard.

My pain threshold is low or moderate I would say….some say gals have higher threshold of pain cos of childbirth but I dun think so lor…..same same, anyone would feel pain one hor….

Today’s total damage = $120/- (Heng Ah)….

My visit to the dentist 260207

Ah Ber has a bad toothache. When I said BAD…..its really BAD…..cos those who know me always know I will give a neutral answer one if not very bad….I will always say “Ok” if its not too bad. And this time my tooth is really hurting BAD. To the extent I cannot eat properly. Even eating plain, soft-boiled rice is a chore for me.

So Ah Ber went to the dentist at 7.30pm today cos she cannot “tahan” already and also the tot of saturday going to kulai to eat again gives me the motivation and the courage to go visit the dentist.

Why am I scared of the dentist?
Cos
1. the drilling is so bad that I can have headache for the whole day.
2. the sounds of the machinery can make all my hair stand cos I hate screeching sounds.
3. My mouth is being forced to let strangers invade.
4. My lips will be so dry that they will crack.
5. My lips will be pulled here and there and they will split at the ends.
6. THE PAIN.

Last but not least, a dentist was drilling my tooth and THE WHOLE DRILL DISINTEGRATED – meaning it jus went into pieces…..3 parts and the dentist and me were so shocked. She had to take a tweezer to pick out the 3 parts in my mouth….so damn scary lor…

So I AM REALLY SCARED OF THE DENTIST…..to the extent I wrote a living will before I went ok….

So I jus took a deep breath and walked into the dentist’s clinic. There was no patients waiting. I’m thinking – DIE….is he so bad that no one likes to come here…..Anyway the nurse was quite nice.

And when I went to sit on the dentist chair…..I WISHED all my might that I rather have a tequila shot then face the REAL DENTIST, even though I will never touch tequila again.

So he asked me when was the last time I visited a dentist and I said long time ago…he asked why I said I am scared of dentists…..and he asked me why I am here. I told him I have many holes (in my teeth) and wants to have fillings done. He asked how I know there were many holes. I SAID……PAIN la…..ai yo…..

So he looked at my holes (in the teeth). I pointed out to the one that was bothering me severly. It was a molar with a huge hole in it. And he did a few experiments to determine if it was really hurting and the extent of the decay. He poked my tooth, shook it, used his dentist instrument to knock it….then decided to take an x-ray.

After the x-ray, the bad news was that the decay spread to the nerves and the tooth has to be either extracted or to do a root canal…..and I chose to have a root canal reason being I had already extracted the molar next to it few years back and if I extract the remaining molar, I will really be an Ah Ma without tooth and have to eat blended foods like porriage cos I cant chew on the left side…..

So today I did another filling for a cracked tooth that split into half. He injected anesthetic and the best part was I didnt even know when the needle went in…..his injection skill is wonderful lor….then he started to drill and I really had a headache and I know it will last till tomorrow lor….then he filled up the crack and off I went…..

Total damage for today = $75/-

And my rite side of my face is numb. I nearly bit my tongue cos it was numb and I didnt realise it was my tongue…hahahahahaha…

So I scheduled the root canal operation for tomorrow at 1.30pm. Rina and kenji asked if I need them to be with me – Rina even offered to hold my hand…..but dun worry la…..jus pray hard that the surgeon put enough anesthetic to numb everything or else I will feel the pain….

The procedure is as follows….

1. The dentist will inject anesthetic into the nerves of the tooth thru the gums.
2. He will drill to make a hole from the top to the bottom of the tooth thru the centre of the tooth.
3. He will dig and dig and dig for the nerves.
4. He will clean the tooth and make a mould for a crown to be on top of my tooth to cover the hole.

THIS IS NOT THE BAD NEWS YET…..

The bad news is, my molar is next to my wisdom tooth and to make a crown, they have to extract the wisdom tooth as well……so next week, I’ll have another operation to extract the wisdom tooth…..then after which maybe 2-3weeks later when my wound healed and the mould done, I can then put the crown on my molar…..

Total Damage is estimated to be = $1,500/- to $1,600/-

Die lor…..even more expensive than my junior leh….who can sponsor me????

Respect 260207

Respect

At the heart of every successful relationship, whether it’s business or personal, lies respect. If you’re in a relationship in which you either don’t respect the other person or aren’t respected by the other person, you’ll want to seriously consider leaving it. Because the more you think about it, the more you’ll realize that without respect, all those other important ingredients of a good relationship such as love and trust can’t flourish at all.

When you truly respect someone, you don’t lie to them, cheat on them, demean them, steal from them, speak badly about them, try to control them, invade their privacy, ignore what’s important to them, or want anything less for them than their most glorious dreams.

If you happen to be in an intimate relationship in which you’re being chronically disrespected, don’t fall into the trap of believing that if you hang around long enough, putting up with your partner, it will somehow prove to him or her how much you care; and then someday (ah that elusive “someday”), when your partner finally realizes the depth of your love, you’ll earn the respect you’ve been longing for. Sadly, that hardly ever happens, because you can never earn respect by tolerating disrespect.

Other people’s ideals, beliefs or ways of living can be different from yours, so just because they didn’t live up to your expectations doesn’t mean they’re disrespectful. Also, people can behave negatively because of their own insecurities, health factors, chemical imbalance, fear, greed, anger and so on. It’s not always about you – so don’t take it personally. Nevertheless you still have to decide if that’s a healthy situation to allow yourself to be a part of. Will “sticking around” serve your better purpose? You are ultimately the decision-maker whether you want to “stick around” to be either intentionally or unintentionally disrespected. Another person’s behavior to disrespect you is truly your own dilemma if you choose to remain and accept.

The fundamental ingredients of respect and trust are the foundation for all successful relationships. Difficult as it is, there’s one thing you can do to earn respect from a person who’s in the habit of disrespecting you. You have to distance yourself from them, not just emotionally or mentally, but physically. Don’t threaten to leave unless you mean it, and when you mean it, do it. If you can’t do it for yourself and your precious spirit that deserves respect, do it for the other person, and the lesson they need to learn that for every act of disrespect, there really is a price to pay.

200207 Jimmy’s BD celebration

On the 3rd day of new year, the TFT (Team Fat Tigers) celebrated one of our TFT director’s – Mr Jimmy’s birthday at SOUP RETAURANT in Suntec City….

Abalone with Spinach and Mushrooms……******* RECOMMENDED*****
Double boiled herbal soup……******RECOMMENDED******

YU SHENG…….. *********RECOMMENDED********
Stir fried Long beans…..******RECOMMENDED*******
Ostyers with mushroom, lettuce and Fatt Choy……*********RECOMMENDED*******
Bai Zhan Chicken with Special Ginger sauce….*******RECOMMENDED********
Brocolli with Scallops and mixed vegetables…..**********RECOMMENDED******

We also had the famous Ah Gong Potato Leaves and a sweet and nice dessert……

Soup restaurant’s service and food is really nice. They have lots of branches around sg and the food is really yummy….In fact i liked it so much that I went to Soup Restaurant at Hougang Mall with Lena on the 6th day of CNY..heehee…..

Then after the feast, we went to Gelare at Suntec to have ICE CREAM…….all thanks to our new director Mr Jason – Asia Pacific Stun Director……

Our new addition to the family – Asia Pacific Stun Director….Mr Jason
TFT family having desserts at Gelare…..

Best Friends 260207

Would you do this for a best friend or loved one???? I rather not take out the cuffs…

Do I date like a woman or man? 230207

Ever since I knew Misty, I feel like I’m 16 again….cos her blog is filled with stuff tat brings me back to memory lane. And I am really curious to find out the things I never understood about myself….so I start to do quizzes and teenage stuff…..suddenly I feel so young…..heehee….

You Date Like a Woman

According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you’re not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You’re highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you’re too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you’re ready to commit.

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

Keys to my heart 230207

Attention Mr Kenji Lim….

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You’d like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful… that you’ll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future… one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You’ll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

My Love Life Secrets 230207

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You’re a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn’t? You expect a lot from your lover – you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. Getting over a break-up doesn’t take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

CNY update 220207

Ok, I better start to update my blog since i got time now. Must show off my nice nice fingers first. I did it myself leh……need only 15 mins…..supposed to last 1-2mths la….but cos I not expert…the 1st one dropped half an hour later….and at the end of the day I got so frustrated that I pulled out 7 of them…..nice rite??? Next time who wan to do can ask me ok…..I make sure I do properly for you….can surely last for at least 1 mth ok….

My Fake Nails…
My fake nails again…

On CNY eve, I went with my family to “Lao Hokkien” at No 1 Joo Chiat Place…..upstairs one….the food is not bad but I still prefer my “Ah Peng” tat we went to last year (realty park there)….

Roasted Porky Pig…
Yu Sheng…
Cereal Prawn tat is replaced by Hey Po…
Sharksfin…
Steamed Garoupa…
Sea cucumber….

Plus ee mian and 2 types of dessert……Or Nee and Longan almond jelly….Sorry I too full by then so I didnt take photos liao….cos i look at the food any longer I wan to puke..

On 1st day CNY, went with Kenji dear to Bai Nian in the morn and went to my PoPo house to bai nian too…..brought my son junior along and he didnt really like them cos they so horny……see him wan to grab him and hump him……junior got a bit scared by their behaviour and ended up on his gong gong lap the whole afternoon….

Introducing the 2 big boys who scared junior (although not as big as ah dai la)….

Teddy (on the left) and Jasper (on the rite)…

And my son wore his nice nice CNY clothes I bought from Bangkok…

Junior says “Gong Xi Gong Xi” to everyone…..

And I’m still waiting for Mr Mike to upload the photos on our dinner at Suntec Soup restaurant so that I can recommend…..cos its really nice and the service is fantastic…..BUT must invite Mr Jae to go together cos HE CAN MOVE THE TABLE one…..hahahahaha….will tell u more when I get the photos….