Wat is teamwork? Wat is partnership? I believe as a teamplayer you are supposed to cover each other and chip in to help whenever possible to achieve wat everyone wants. I dun mind chipping in extra to help out. I dun mind doing more work. But I expect to receive an equal amount of contribution to the group from each individual to achieve our goal together.
And most of the time I get taken granted for. I work my ass off to feed my other sleeping partner. Instead of being appreciated, I am now criticised for not giving others a chance. My attitude as a teamplayer is I have a duty and am responsible for the outcome of each task I face and when I face challenges, I make sure I give it my best shot and try to achieve the goal we set out to achieve.
Last time the sleeping partner said he wasn’t very good at certain areas so we cover him. Now he says he can handle his own client….and dun need me to interfere. My style and his style different. I am more pro active and I push towards the goal. He is the slow and steady type. Now they tell me tat not everytime my style works and when it is his client, he handle…..I dun understand. All I wan to do is get to my final goal which ultimately is everyone’s goal….why get upset at who is handling the client or not and whose style is used, as long as the deal is closed.
And they say they keep dropping hints to me that sleeping partner not very happy about my style and hinted a few times to follow the sleeping partner way…..In GOD’S NAME, TELL ME DIRECTLY…..DUN HINT…..because in partnership and teamwork, I am straightforward and I appreciate straightforwardness too……I dun have time or energy to “suspect” your hints and spend my time pondering over foolish and idiotic things. TELL ME STRAIGHT to my face.
And why get upset at me when I do things my way WITHOUT knowing that you were not happy with things. Not fair to me to be ANGRY with me when I DUNNO WAT IS GOING ON.
Why must I give way? Why must I be the one eating humble pie??????? jus that my LUCK dunno go where and YOU ARE DAMN LUCKY…..jus because of your L.U.C.K I have to submit to you…..damn it.
I am not appeased. I am in fact damn pissed off. 1stly dunno which idiotic foolish and nothing-better-to-do f***er curse me and my luck vanished……ok ok….be fair ok…..I am not born very lucky ok….maybe even if no one curse me I also very SUAY. But jus in case someone cursed me……damn you and may you be unlucky 10folds more than me. Wat goes round comes round ok…..I am cursing you in case you did it to me. But if you didnt do it, then you dun need to worry la….hahahahah maybe I curse too much its coming back to me….hahahahaha no wonder I so suay…..
2ndly, I reach my limits. I have been sulking for the whole afternoon and I still have to serve clients with my sweet half-tooth smile ok…..My blood pressure is ballooning and rocketing….do not test my patience…..
3rdly, I’m sure your advice would be to get another job rite…..ok…..sure…..
4thly, if I dun change my mindset about this issue, if I dun eat humble pie and if I dun submit…..its going to be the same everywhere rite…..politics are everywhere and people will still piss me off cos I AM SUAY.
So the bottomline is…..I wan to cross the seas to change my luck. Who can help me? Wat am I supposed to do?
I have been trying to tell myself that things ARE LIKE THAT. And I am really lucky already cos it happened to me and not to others and that lucky others are better off than me, and to know it now is better late than never.
Ok la. I jus need to take things easy. I need to play more badminton COS I WAN TO learn SMACK….hahahaha…. Lucky Ah ber got the never-say-die attitude…..so no matter wat I’ll still bounce back very quickly…..Lucky Ah ber got the open-minded attitude …..so no matter wat at least still not too bad……lucky Ah ber got flexibility……so she can adapt quickly…..actually if I think in this way…..i see that I quite lucky already la…..dun complain rite…..hahahahaha…..
I WANT THE MIDAS TOUCH….THE HAND OF MIDAS…..I wan the next bungalow house that I touch to BE MINE….
And by the way I decided not to get the KIA picanto already….cos Kenji dear say not very trustworthy….cant last 10years…..and supported by Mr Jie Fu who say their pulley system not very good….so kenji dear say wan to sponsor me a car that is good…..thank hor dear….actually he didnt say that la…but i know you thinking of it in your heart rite….thanks hor dear……heeeheee.
Anyway on a lighter note, I went to petagamart with brandy, junior, coco, the gal’s mummy lena and brandy’s daddy and coco’s stepdaddy Mr Jie Fu and my darling kenji…..
Brought junior for a swim and as usual he nearly drowned again…..haha…
Coco also nearly drowned a few times…..dunno why stamina not so good….maybe fri went missing for 1 whole hour got something to do with it…..who ask you la…..so clever sneak away from aunty jasmine’s friends and made her cry like a baby…then so clever went to 4th flr aunty house to pee pee and the poor aunty kena scolding by that 15 or 16 yr old gor gor who so worried the aunty beat you…..
After petagamart we went to fisherman’s usual haunt to have dinner….ordered the MASSIVE MEAL (chicken wings, calamari, fish, fries and dunno still got somemore wat la….cos half of it eaten by the furkids….), fried rice, kangkong cuttlefish and oyster omelete…..
By the way Ms Lena Tan and Mr Jie Fu finally saw Ah Dai and their jaws dropped when Ah Dai walked into the store from his ROOM……same reaction as Ivan Lee Tok Gong Gor Gor when he first saw Ah Dai……
And there is a proposal from Ms Lena Tan to THIS ONE GUY…..if she slim down she will KAO you…..for who leh…..keep u guessing lor…..wan the answer?????? DUN TELL YOU lor…. you can find out from her herself…..call her at ********…..maybe if YOU (YES – you Mr A-Z) treat me better I can tell you wat she said lor…..POR me la……
And as usual Junior is so tired he’s fast asleep in my bed….brandy went back already…..so sad…I kinda miz her…..i’m sure junior does too cos he was looking around in the car to look for someone and I guess he must be wondering where brandy is…..stupid boy..told you brandy went back to her daddy house already….her daddy also miz her leh…jus hope you got it rite and she can give you a little junior lor…then you wun be so lonely…..
DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED JUS COS I AM EASY-GOING. Check ur own consicence. Watever you do, bear your own responsibility on your own actions. Dun blame me for your own incompetence. After all that is done for you, dun blame, dun take for granted, jus appreciate and SHUT UP. Afterall, this is not how good friends should be treated….I invite you for a partnership cos we are good friends and if there is money to make, there is fun to be enjoyed, there is good stuff to share, I rather share it with a friend rather than a stranger. But if your attitude dun show me that I am your friend, it only goes to mean that I am a stranger when I am not your friend. If its like that, why should I share the good with you? Might as well you go and eat shit?????
Good nite….this is Ah ber signing off….after a pissed off day that ended with carlsberg…….>_
By the way, my blog song is “Crying in the Rain” by 5566….
