别说我的眼泪你无所 310506

别说我的眼泪你无所

一个人 在这个夜里
孤单得难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪
不愿意一个人喝醉

醉了以后就会流泪
数着你给的伤悲
为什么你总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪你无所谓

看我流泪 你头也不回
哭过了 泪干了 心变成灰
我想要的美 你还不想给
伤了的我的心怎去面对

爱给了你 我不后悔
只希望你给我一次机会
让我去追 让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰
需要你安慰

一生何求 310506

一生何求 (李克勤)

在这以后要等多久
我的心 才不会颤抖
你的容颜 不再如此冷漠

一半青春与你度过
如今好像少了甚么
独自一个人不知怎么走

多少爱恨都能挽留
只是你用力放开手
不必再说到底情缘 够不够

分手你有太多借口
等你只有一个理由
相信时间总会让你
感受到我的温柔

我这漫漫一生何求
不过等待一次你的回眸
发现在灯火阑珊处
有个人还在为你守候

我这漫漫一生何求
长夜未尽以前没有对错
如果有情是否也会停留

最爱最恨都是你 310506

最爱最恨都是你 (李翊君)

我的离开 对你却是自在
就算没有她
你说结局也是分开
能不能 卷土重来
能不能 我等你回来

你的孤独 对我却是酸楚
爱走到末路
你要结束 我还想付出
能不能 最后的吻
能不能 幸福没有伤痕

爱你爱到恨了你
恨你让我如此爱你
我恨你 我恨你 但是我更爱你

爱你爱到恨了你
恨你让我如此爱你
不恨你 不恨你 那是不够爱你

最爱最恨都是你

爱你爱到恨了你
恨你让我如此爱你
我恨你 我恨你 但是我更爱你
爱你爱到恨了你
恨你让我如此爱你
不恨你 不恨你 那是不够爱你

最爱最恨都是你

Promises 290506

Promises are meant to be broken, aren’t they?

To tell someone something, then dun mean it, then dun do it – its not a promise. Its a lie. When you deliver a promise you take action to complete what you said, and you mean it. Lies are kept by the mouth. Promises are kept in the heart.

When you”promise” someone and you failed to keep the promise, you tell tat person you tried your best but things jus didn’t work out. How hard did you try? It jus depends on how much love is there in your heart for that person.

Love conquers all obstacles. But when the love is one-sided, or when one party love the other party more or less, you find obstacles difficult to conquer. There is no such thing as unconditional love from others except God and your family and the one you BLINDLY love. Love can never be unconditional love except from God and your family because in Love, there are always demands, needs and wants.

When your parents love you, they dun need to expect love from you in return, cos you know you love them when they love you. God is the same. Is love the same out there? Even though you say I NEVER expect anything from him, surely there is a little dot in your heart that HOPED tat he loves you and a little spot in your brain where you harbour tots that MAYBE he loves you?

No one can control your heart, even you cannot control it. But if you were to look on the bright side, you may be able to see the sun. People can only grow stronger, and not weaker, thru the trials of life. People can only learn more and not learn lesser when they learn.

Believe in yourself. You are beautiful.

I saw some familiar people looking at my profile i…

I saw some familiar people looking at my profile in friendster. Quite surprised cos I tot she wouldn’t bother to do so. Well, at least you still bothered to look lor…..tat’s important to me.

I couldn’t sleep (not because of tat). I came home ard 4am after sending Michael and Shuling back individually and started to do my housework & laundry. Mum’s in Chiangmai and Chiangrai for the whole week already. Today I will go airport pick them up. Then I started to go thru my office work. Stressing myself on a weekend rite…..heehee…..then I tot of printing some forms and then go to sleep at around 6plus (am).

So while the forms are being printed, I surfed the net la. And I saw wat I didn’t expect to see lor…..

Actually after sending them back I tot wanted to go bradel but i still have laundry to take care of or else my bro will make hell lots of noise lor….so decided to come back and settle the laundry first then go there…..then lazy la…..so decided to just stay at home.

Just now at 6am I tried to wake uncle up but I think he’s sleeping on his good ear lor…..so no response from him. I should have gone to eunos then I can wake him up la…….eh…i doubt so la. He will simply hug me and then tell me 5mins more…..and this will go on for ages until his mum scold…..heehee….today his mum also not in…went to thailand also…..but not the same place as my parents….they went hup chye (suddenly forgot how to spell)…..

Later I go rest bit bit, then do some work then can bring junior out with his Godma….saw coco’s blog….say she miss her darling Junior and her Godma (WHICH HAPPENS TO BE ME)…..Yeah…..finally I have GOD-DAUGHTER. Poor coco…..neck got longer or not…..wait for junior by the door everyday……junior kuku should grow longer lor….HE JUS HUMPED MY PIGLET (from winnie pooh series one)…..think he got fetish with PIGS…..hahahahahaha

Think my Vit B is making me so awake….actually today I lazed around la…..yesterday I went Ikea with mummy and the boys….poor babies they got caught in the rain and my mon mon was shivering with cold. I bought A FEW things and then we went back to get junior and I slept over with Kenji at bradel….so cool…they are renovating now and everyone’s bunking in together in the hall. I locked junior up cos he was so excited he peed and shitted all over and was licking our faces as we slept….and he whined the whole nite……I woke up late cos its really rare I have such a day where I can sleep in……

Then I brought the boys to pick up Yakult from my sch, went to get mac and flowers for 2 impo9rtant ladies in our lives and we went to visit AUNTY FISHBALL (SHITBALL). Junior poopoo in her office…heehee……

Anyway important lady no.1 Ms Lena Tan aka fishball aka shitball got her favourite purple rose and she was delighted!!!! She so good mood she played snake and ladders with the boys….pity her baby sleepin or else I bring him also…..

Then important lady no.2 was delighted at the rose but not too thrilled cos its not a yellow one…..heehee…..sorry mummy…next time I make sure they dun run out of yellow roses…..she cooked my lunch and I ate many many….

Then I went to nap and then met kenji ard 8plus for LAN PARTY at Jimmy’s place. Ended I played mahjong cos I not too good at LAN games….can play the campaign ones la…..but not quick enough for supporting the other players la……and ended up losing $10 over dollars……even the green horn Forrest also win…..sigh…..

Ok la….enough update liao rite….now can i have your permission to go and sleep….its already 7am liao….YaWnz……ZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZ……..Good morning, Good Nite…

Bad days 270506

Past 2 days were not very good days for me. Been having much obstacles at work. Boss expect much from me. Im stressed. But I know it shouldn’t be that difficult to stop me from wanting to do well in sales.

Read lena’s blog. Actually wat she experienced now is wat I experienced 5 years back. Dun make the same mistake as me. Or make a worse mistake than me by choosing someone you dun really love and it is the wrong guy.

I wun clap my hands in joy that she found someone to marry. I will only worry about her future. Cos my future 5 years later bore no fruits. So wat if you got kids, you became a mum. But if you married the wrong person you will be in misery forever.

I married someone that I tot I could see future in, and see future with him. But everything failed terribly. It became opposite the way I wanted it to be. So I opted out. Imagine if you have kids, how to opt out without affecting them?

Jus like Felicia now. She’s staying in the same house as her husband, whom she married around the same time as me. She has a 2 year old daughter. They have a loveless marriage because they took each other for granted and although they went counselling, they were unable to reconcile. So they stay in the same house together, not talking except conversations about their daughter, no sex for over 1year plus. Very poor thing….they cannot opt out cos of their daughter.

So dun jump onto the wagon when you are not ready. Only when you are very sure about the person you wan to marry – even though you are very very sure, people also change….so difficult la. I believe wat’s yours will be yours, wat’s not yours will not be yours even if you want it badly.

Memories 240506

Tot of colouring my hair again…..maybe this time do red red like lena. Sian. Been having diarhoea for the past 2 days….must be the chocolates I ate on Sunday. Dunno why nowadays I feel like eating so much…..and feel like eating so many things…..I bought so many titbits in my office to munch….but only today got the chance to open them up and munch…..cos today boss not in office and I have 1 hour to relax bit bit.

I was near Seletar Dam yesterday nite around 10pm, on our way to meet Kenji’s Band of Bros (2 Mr Teos + 1 Mrs Teo). That place brought back much memories for me…..of cos I’m sure it brings back come memories for some people too…..

Then jus now I went to Hougang where my Sec. Sch still stands. I saw many teenagers in their White Sch u. Sigh….those were the days…..I went there about 3plus and I recalled that at around 3pm almost everyday I will be at either KFC or Mac or Pizzahut (Now replaced by Sakae Sushi) or hanging around in the Oriental (Now replaced by lots of shops) or Popular.

I went to the toilet and the old toilet was upgraded…..no more grafitti on the walls and no more squatting toilets…..now all sitting kind and brand new….no dirty toilet smell…..heehee…..

Very sian in office…..now boss coming back on the way already so must sign off liao….Ciao….

Tonite I go eunos play mahjong, then bring Ju Niao to bradel…..heehee….

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